Monday, 13 November 2017



Last month, our school lost Ustaz Ismail, one of the person who started it all.
He was a member of the committee who transformed our school into 'Sekolah Agama Bantuan Kerajaan' 

Three days later, I've lost my grandma, Tok Nab.
We're quite close.
We shared a lot of fond memories together. 
But I have to accept the fact that she is now gone, forever.
I love you Tok.

It didn't stop there, last week, I got another news.
This time, it's about my former student.
Shazwani Shukri. Shes gone.
This girl came from a group of bright students which I adore so much.
The first batch of SPM candidates I thought here, in 2011.

Al-fatihah to Ustaz Ismail bin Lebai Ahmad, my grandma Zainad bt Said and my former student Shazwaani bt Shukri

Thursday, 9 November 2017

Another comeback?


I'm backkkkkk!
Yes, I did another comeback.
After 4 years!!

I'm married in 2014.
Blessed with a kid, Suhail Harith.
Right now, this little guy is the heart of everything.

A boy who worship lorries and fish more than his own parents 🐟

P/s: Nakharomm. Dah lupa banyak cara nak format pa jadah dalam blogspot ni. 
         Cian. Terus rasa tua.

Saturday, 5 October 2013

Hall of Fame


Here I am. Sekejap ada sekejap tadeee..I'm quite stress,inside out. Could not really concentrate in classes due to other workloads. Alhamdulillah, the Form 3s done with their English yesterday. I see them smiling and look confident. That could be a good sign! We did our part,now lets hope for the best...

Yesterday, I also witnessed the 'magic of words'. After a writing session with the fifth formers, I decided to proceed the class with a vocabulary exercise. I planned to give them a song lyric (with blanks).Their job is to listen to the song and fill in the blanks with the correct words. So here is the song's lyric.

Yeah, You could be the greatest
You can be the best
You can be the king kong banging on your chest

You could beat the world
You could beat the war
You could talk to God, go banging on his door

You can throw your hands up
You can beat the clock
You can move a mountain
You can break rocks
You can be a master
Don't wait for luck
Dedicate yourself and you can find yourself

Standing in the hall of fame                                  
And the world's gonna know your name
Cause you burn with the brightest flame
And the world's gonna know your name
And you'll be on the walls of the hall of fame

You could go the distance
You could run the mile
You could walk straight through hell with a smile

You could be the hero
You could get the gold
Breaking all the records they thought never could be broke

Do it for your people
Do it for your pride
Never gonna know if you never even try

Do it for your country
Do it for your name
Cause there's gonna be a day


Be a champion (4x)
On the walls of the hall of fame

Be studentsbe teachers
Be politicians, be preachers

Be believers, be leaders
Be astronauts, be champions, be true seekers

Be studentsbe teachers
Be politicians, be preachers

Be believers, be leaders
Be astronauts, be champions


Standing in the hall of fame

Then,I've explained to them,line-by-line just like the way I'm teaching poem. I interpret the lyric from a students point of view. While I'm explaining, I get too emotional and start to relate the whole lyrics with sacrifices made by the parents and teachers. 

I mentioned something like this 'You can't actually pay your parent with money, it won't be enough. They're not hungry for your money, their hungry to see you succeed'. Some of them shred into tears and me too (almost)..

I don't actually expect that kind of reaction from them.After the class they look motivated and lets hope the spirit will last until the end of the year.I'm expecting something 'big' from this year SPM candidates. This song tells us, Anything is Possible. Now, lets listen to the song and appreciate the lyric.

P/s: Esok pi padang besaq woi,cari jersi.

Source of pictures :     
Google Images

Sunday, 24 March 2013



Almost 5 months since I last updated my blog. So far this year, there are 'highs' and 'lows'. Today I'm gonna write about the 'lows'.

PMR 2012

  • There is no improvement as expected
  • I'm lost, because all of us, had given our hearts and souls, in and off the PnP.
  • Frustrating.. due to the reason that all of things I've discussed a night before exam, came out in the exam. 
  • But thank you to the students who always tried their best in improving their English :)


  • This year, I've spent my time more on meetingssss. Sukan tu, sukan ni, bla bla bla..
  • I can't concentrate on my teaching
  • Missed lots of my classes. 
  • And the school administration doesn't make my job easier either. Thank you.

SPM 2012

  • This is the biggest disappointment of all. 
  • I feel bad 
  • The night after the result released, I cant sleep. Thinking about what went wrong.
  • My colleague and I did whatever we could to help the students. For the weaker class, we had extra classes on Friday + extra classes on the night. 
  • We spent our time working on the essay because it is the vital part on English 1119.

  • I shed into tears when I recalled 'those faces'. 
  • Muka-muka yang xberapa pandai, tapi sanggup jumpa saya,luangkan masa until midnight sebab nak lulus. I feel pity for them. I let them down.
  • I still can recall some of them came out form the exam hall and said "Cikgu ! Saya xpenah tulih karangan macam ni. Syok ja tulih. Terima kasih banyak-banyak. Ni karangan terbaik dalam hidup saya". That particular day, I thought i've succeeded. But I'm not. 

  • I don't even bother to see to school's overall result because of the disappointment.
  • More tears go through my cheeks when I've text my colleague later that night.
  • Our efforts are fruitless. We felt bad because English is the worst of all. 
  • We felt bad because it could be our faults. I feel ashamed of myself.
  • Right until today, I'm still speechless and DISAPPOINTED. 

P/s: It takes time for me to settle down. But I wont give up. Never!  :) I want to say thank you to all of my students who did their best in our classes and exam. I know you've tried. I'm proud of you.

Source of pictures :     
Google Images

Saturday, 13 October 2012

Curtain Call by Maroon 5


I've listen to this song for almost a year but still enjoying it. Lets hope you will enjoy it too. Know what? Moves like Jagger  is so overrated!

P/s: Curtain call is the appearance of performers or a performer at the end of a performance to receive applause from the audience -

Saturday, 6 October 2012

Same OLD Story? Nooo!


It has been MONTHS since I last wrote an entry.
And it has been YEARS since Spurs win against Man United.
23 years of waiting, for a win at Old Trafford is phenomenal.
Good 1st half performance, and better defending in the 2nd half is enough to end the wait.

Well done Boas and co.

Freund and Boas celebrate

The new recruit, especially Dembele and Jan have have what it takes to take Spurs higher. Sandro 'killed' each of the opponents who got into spurs' half and Dembele will plot the attack. As a team, they are superb. 

Moussa Dembele

Jan is already a legend even before his move from Ajax. How many times did you hear a player did REALLY,BADLY,CRAZILY anticipates a move to the Lane?

And see how Jan react to the poster above when he scored for us.

Super Jan!

I believe there is more to come from the American, Dempsey after his winning goal at Old Trafford.I'm a big fan of him.

 However, Siggy might need more time to adjust himself. I believe he will eventually come good for us.

P/s: Come on you Spurs! Villa is next

Source of picture : 

Tottenham Hotspur Tranfer News

Saturday, 16 June 2012



I havent write for ages!
I'm currently under pressure 

but i wont commit suicide bebeh!
Lots of things to do
and lots of things to prove.

Congratulation to Hilal 
he's one of the finalist for Astro ON AIR. (clap clap!!)
I know he's doing something he loves. 
and for many years he has become one of Aznil biggest fan
Now you've got your chance, go for it boy!!
You know what?

This guy is soooo special because 
boleh dengaq loghat penang dia dlm tv

P/s: Sedaq xsedaq da hampir setahun mengajaq! Semakin semangat nih!

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